My 93 yr old mother has been thinking she hears babies crying for the last half dozen years. This happens day and night. She searches relentlessly for them and asks others to help her find them. She becomes very angry when someone doesn't help her. We have given her a doll which she cares for. At times she seems to think it is really a baby, but other times she laughs and admits it is just a doll. Yet she still hears other babies crying elsewhere. We have learned to tell her that "someone will feed (or change) (or rock) that baby soon." This seems to help. When she does not hear the babies crying, she will comment on how nice it is that they are quiet now. So actually she is living this scenario whether she hears the babies or not. When we take her out to eat, she makes sure we find someone to take care of the babies, and while we are out she comments that she hopes they are taken care of.
Beyond that, she does have some other memory problems, but also can live in the moment quite well. She is great with quips and wise cracks and plays on words. She can talk about recipes and can pick tomatoes and other vegetables, and loves it. She can do crafts and is very exacting about her work. She recognizes her husband, the dog, all her nine kids and many of their spouses. She can tell stories of the olden days with no problem. Usually she knows her stories are about long ago times. But other times she comes up with some whoppers. She may point at a jacket and say "My brother, Leo, made that for me." Leo is her son, not her brother. Leo couldn't sew a button on his underwear. Yet she tells a very vivid story about how she remembers watching him make it. She can describe the room, the machine, etc., to a form of exactness. If we didn't know it weren't true, we would believe it as if it were one of her other stories (that we know are true, having heard them before.)
Then she will hear babies crying...
And we go searching...
And she gets angry...
What can be done? It isn't that we mind looking for babies with her. Instead, we are upset that she feels this frustration, this pain, this sense of helplessness. She is suffering because of the babies, and there is nothing we can do about it.
Or is there?
If I can think of anxiety being a possible cause, what's wrong with the doctor. As for him saying, "We'll just have to live with it," swear to God I'd have to stop myself from saying, "Okay, I understand. We'll bring her to your home on Friday. Your turn."
Some doctors have no empathy.
AND in the mid 70's she and Dad cared for an abandoned Vietnamese baby. The doctors said the little girl wouldn't make it. I suppose she was barely a month old. Spent much time in the hospital. Drs said she would never make it. If she did she would likely be very physically and mentally handicapped. Drs said she should be left to "find peace." My folks wouldn't hear of it. Threatened to sue the hospital. Long story short, she is now a beautiful married lady who just finished her masters degree and is employed in a major company. (My folks were finally allowed to adopt her when she was 15.)
Anyway, so yes, she did suffer through baby trauma. She was an extremely hard worker on the farm, and then in an electronics factory until she was nearly 80, I think. She was one of their top producers. She still is very loving, very kind, and very strong willed. She is determined to keep others happy. Until we made her stop, she would serve at least 40 relatives for holidays. She had some other heartbreakers, too. For example, she earned her nursing degree with high honors and was hired by Mayo clinic. (Long Story, again). But on the third day of work her nursing cap was taken away from her and she was sent home because she did not have a high school diploma. My dear Mama.
And now they tell us there's nothing we can do.
I am definitely going to take your and gadimhere's advice an check with a geriatric specialist.
Both Mom and Dad would love to come live with me (in a city where 4 other of their children also live) but I don't think I could handle the continual baby trauma. Other than that, she's a hoot to be with. Fun. Nutsy. And loves to garden.
Thank you so much for your words of support.
I think that babies or children are a common delusion. We have a family friend, who is in her 80's, who has dementia. She visits us quite a bit, as she still asks her daughter to take her places, but she will often say she has to return home because her mother is watching the children and she is probably tired of them after about an hour. She talks about her children being at home with her mother a lot. She had 5 children.
We have another family friend who is male. He never had any children, but he reports that a woman has brought several children over to his house and they are jumping on his bed and making a loud racket. He is told they will go home soon.
We never really know what memories our minds are harboring.
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