When your Dad and your little sister lives with you in my home, how do I live my life without feeling guilty?

You need to learn to set your boundaries and stick to them. Every caregiver has limits, or should have. And you are entitled to set your limits. Set them, tell your sister and father, and then accept that they may not like your limits. So what! Your sister is not your keeper. Neither is your father. They too are entitled to their feelings. You do not have to agree. But you are thinking your sister has to agree with you and she is thinking you must agree with her. Nope. She can sleep in the dining room if that is her choice. You put the monitor up, and go to bed as your choice. You cannot take care of anyone if you are worn out and tired.

Can you check to see if there are classes on caregiving in your area? Many local colleges offer them and they are frequently free or $10. They may help you understand your fathers perspective. They will help with your sister, too. It sounds a lot like your sister is acting out good child bad child games, and that is not helpful.

Most people who need care are frustrated and angry, and the caregiver, especially family members, are frequent targets of this. Your father may be frustrated and is just lashing out. Or he may be buying into the good child bad child scenario. Since his mind is fine, ask him, directly. You don't need games, you need honest communication and cooperation.

You do not say if you and sister are working. If you are both full time caregivers sharing this duty, then you need to have an honest, open chat. If one of you works, then you need to come to some formal agreement on division of work. It sounds as if there is a power struggle. If one is working and one is not, there may be some misconceptions about equal contribution shares and who does more. Frequently the one contributing a larger financial portion feels as if they should have more control and the one contributing more caregiver hours feels put upon or taken advantage of. Maybe some heart to heart talks could help?

You are not wrong for wanting some social life and some off-time or away time. Both of you actually need that, whether your sister thinks so or not. This could be a few long years or many long years.

Let us know if you just want to rant. We understand that too. It helps.

Just hang on a minute. You have your sister LIVE with you, you have your ailing Dad LIVE with you and YOU are feeling guilty? No no no no no - it seems to me that far from guilty you should definitely feel able to control the situation but it will take determination. If your sister wants to continue living there then she has to abide by house rules and that is sleep elsewhere than the dining room. Its YOUR house stamp your authority but just be aware that if she chose to move out you would be down an income and down a support. However that may not be a worse situation than you are in now.

I am a great advocate of picking your battles - no point exerting a lot of energy into a lost cause so when she next suggests that you do more TELL her what you are going to do and TELL her what she is going to do. You could say that by sleeping in the same room as him she is depriving herself of sleep which is not acceptable (if you want to wrap it up nicely although I wouldnt bother) When all is said and done she might pay rent but she has no responsibility attached. You on the other hand hold all the responsibility. Feeling guilty? Pffft take control and feel good about yourself you are L'Oreal - ie youre worth it

No way! My sister's stood their ground, if I did not bathe my mother and take care of her bathroom issues they were not going to help in anyway. My mother-in-law expected me to help in the shower too. My sister's constantly accused me of not doing enough. At one point I hung a big chart in the dining room. I had all chores equally divided. I hired a "at home care" company to come in for three hours, $60 (their minimum) a week for the shower. They also did mom's laundry and house cleaning. After a while I had 24hr. care in the home for her. My sisters still complained. In fact, no matter what I did they complained. That was our whole relationship, them harping on me, never thanking me, and not helping at all, because I would not change my mother's Depends. I am a modest person and it is not in my nature to be cruel in return. They wanted my brother's to change the Depends also and the sister's constantly complained about them too. I came to realize no matter how much I did, they were still going to be mean to me. Finally we put my mom in a facility and it changed my life 100% for the better. My sister's will never talk to me again, and that's okay, they are toxic. My mother's care in the facility was wonderful, my brothers and their children would visit everyday and they loved it. When your life is turned upside down and you are not happy, its time for a change, a big change. You deserve to be happy, so does your sister. Its time to send dad off to a place with skilled workers, and time for you to enjoy yourself again. My mother enjoyed the place, the food, the entertainment, the assistance she received and her small apartment, furnished with her things. That made my sisters even more angry and they refused to visit her, until the end after we notified them. Last thing my mom heard out of them was yelling at us and the lovely nurses, they left in a huff after 15 minutes and never told my mom they love her or said goodbye. Understand that you can't make others be grateful and happy, but you can take the steps to make yourself happy again. Pick up the phone and check out all the places near you, I was pleasantly surprised and it was the best thing for my mom, my husband, my children, my brothers, their young children and myself. We wished we did it five years earlier!

Wow, I think you're doing a whole lot by moving your father in with you and caring for him at home. I don't know what your sister is doing that you're not doing (other than sleeping next to him, which you feel is unnecessary) but it sounds like maybe she needs to do less, not you need to do more. You should not feel guilty for going out and seeing friends, or having a boyfriend. You're entitled to a life too. And you're right, this could go on for years and you can't put off living your life for years. Or if you could, you shouldn't.

I don't know what your father thinks you should be doing but I think it's a lot that you've taken him in instead of leaving him alone at home or in a facility. In my opinion he should be grateful to be living with family who take care of him, and shouldn't be complaining.

One of my questions is why your sister moved in with you years ago. Do you both work? Do you both contribute to the household expenses? I don't understand why she is in a position of questioning what you do. I also wondered why she doesn't get out with her friends. It seems like with two of you there, your father should be well covered.

I agree that both of you should be sleeping in your rooms, especially since your father has a urinal. The monitor sounds like a good idea. I think your sister would be happier if she returned to her room and quit resenting you for sleeping in yours. I agree with everything you are doing. Your father is well covered. I don't understand why he can't bathe himself, since only his right hand is handicapped. Could he regain use of the hand if they did the surgery for carpals tunnel on it?

Ah, this brings back memories. My heart is with you. My dad, who passed at 89 last August, was a vet as well. We wanted to help him remain as independent as possible, but brought in as much help as he would tolerate to keep him clean and safe. He was also a bit of a fall risk, so between my husband and I, and an aunt, we were checking on him often.

As my dad's health declined a little more, I asked his doctor to put him on hospice early. It's not a death sentence nor does it incur negative karma, but we were able to get my dad some extra help and visits from a nurse, a (male) health care aide, a PT/OT, etc.. If the six months were to elapse, he would have been re-reviewed and another round of hospice would be in order. I also brought in a caregiver husband and wife team, who were able to check on Dad, plus stay during the evening to morning hours.

Between his medical plan (Medicare in your area?) and/or his primary physician, you can check to see if this is a possible route for you. The biggest thing I learned was that it was better to ask for help and have professional caregivers step in, so that I could be a daughter to my father instead of trying to be everything and everybody.

It's an emotional roller coaster and slippery slope. My mom passed in 2010 and the experience taught me to do my best, stay present and cherish what little time we had left, and to not beat myself up. I promised myself to do the same for my dad - to take care of him, get more help before burning out, take little breaks, and stay as present as possible.

If your Dad is Medicare eligible, and you have his doctor write an order for it, you should be able to have someone come to your home to bathe him a few times a week without any cost to you.

Henryshelper, your situation is similar to mine in some respects. I'm also a daughter taking care of her elderly dad (and mom) in the home. They are age 90 and 89. My dad had a TBI in 2001 and is a major fall risk due to his balance and various issues with his feet. For years he has walked only short distances with a walker and uses a wheelchair the rest of the time. Since he's not physically able to use a urinal in bed, he wears an external catheter (overnight only) and we use a baby monitor for his bedroom. He also wears a regular, referee-type whistle around his neck, day and night, to alert us when he needs something.

The first thing that comes to mind is about your dad's mobility. If he's not exercising and just sitting around all day, how is he avoiding skin ulcers on his posterior? Does he shift his position frequently when he sits in a chair? Does he get up to the bathroom frequently or does he just sit for hours? Our experience with my dad was that his skin was fine during the first years after his TBI when he was going to adult day care 5 days a week, where they were getting him up every hour. But in 2013, when he was no longer able to attend and just sitting around at home, his skin started to break down. An alert agency caregiver noticed this, his dermatologist confirmed it, we scrambled to find a solution, and eventually bought an EASE cushion (a portable alternating air cushion with a pump) for his recliner and wheelchair, as well as a ROHO overlay via Amazon for his mattress. Problem solved. Every situation is different. I would suggest confirming with his doctor that his skin is currently okay and taking steps at home to keep it that way. As you may already know, a skin ulcer can take months (or longer) to get rid of once it becomes one. (Also, regular visits to a good podiatrist--and possibly an orthotist--now may help him avoid serious foot issues down the road.)

Regarding your dad's not wanting to exercise because he then feels too weak to walk, has he already had physical therapy and/or occupational therapy as recommended by his doctor? Has he been examined by his doctor recently and has the doctor confirmed he should continue the exercises? If so, perhaps your dad is just having trouble understanding how it works with muscle weakness--that when the muscles are out of condition it can be normal to feel weak after exercising, but that without exercise this is just going to get worse. Is it possible he just needs re-assurance from a health professional to feel confident that he can work through the problem he's having? (I know that muscle weakness was a very hard concept for me to understand years ago when I was working through a repetitive stress injury of my own; after various treatment the RSI pain went away, but by then I had become so weak in my shoulders and arms, since due to the pain at the time I had stopped doing the least little thing, even the dishes. I could barely brush my teeth. This got even worse till I had x-rays to confirm I had no shoulder injury. Then I started doing the recommended exercises with free weights and worked up from lifting 10.5 oz soup cans to eventually 5-10 pound weights over a period of months. But during those months it was so hard. I'd lift my little soup cans for two sets of 10 reps and then be too weak in my upper body to do anything else for a few hours--or sometimes a day or two.

Three things that have saved me from complete caregiver overwhelm over the past 2-1/2 years I've been with my parents are 1) being organized with my various lists, 2) staying one step ahead of problems that tend to crop up with my parents' health and so on, and 3) setting limits on what I will do.

Get as much (good) caregiving help for your dad as you can and/or adult day care, especially since with you and your sister both working you'll likely otherwise burn out fast. Some adult day care centers offer showers. Day care can be fairly affordable, considering all the care they provide. Someone else posted about getting a bath aide through Medicare. We did try this with my dad for a while but currently are using agency caregivers for showers. Hope your Dad's VA benefits will eventually be helpful for home care.

Regarding your own health, this is where the setting limits part is pretty important. There have been times over the past years that I've had to say no to one thing or another. Like when my chest starts feeling tight cause of all the stress I'm under. That's the time I take a step back. Could I thaw something out of the freezer for lunch or go to Subway instead of cooking from scratch that day? Could I ask my sister to stay with mom and dad for a couple hours while I catch a movie or hang out with some friends? You know yourself best. Figure out what works for you and find a way to get there in a way that will work for your dad and your sister. Sometimes it just takes patience with yourself and with each other to work through a family issue and find the solution that no one had thought of but that will be acceptable to all parties involved.

I think it's really hard for us as children sometimes to see things from our parents' perspective--the loss of independence, the sadness of not being able to think as clearly or to walk without a cane or a walker. I know this has been true for me. My mom and dad and I have regular 'health meetings' once or twice a month, where we discuss various aspects of their health (having regular bowel movements, daily dry eye treatment, and other stuff we're managing at home) as well as how they feel their care is going. During these discussions I also ask if there's anything special they'd like me to cook more often, is there anywhere special they'd like to go this week, is there anything they'd like to talk about that's bothering them about their care, and so on.

Also, other times I have found that when my dad is not wanting to do something he's supposed to do, that it helps to offer something in return. Like recently my dad didn't want to do exercises that his doctor wanted him to do to recondition himself from winter (we live in the snowy Midwest and don't get out as much in winter). I suggested that Mom might be willing to buy him the new electric shaver he wanted for his upcoming birthday... if he would just agree to do his new exercises regularly. It worked--because he wanted the shaver badly enough. Is there a 'shaver' you could offer Dad?

You sound like an intelligent, caring person who is doing her best to help her family. Very best wishes to you and bless your heart for your love for your dad.

Henryshelper, check out some of the elder care catalogs for things that your Dad could use to help himself with dressing, and other chores.

Suggestion, go to the blue bar near the top of the page... click on ELDER CARE... now find the subject "senior care products" which have advertisements. There are a lot of good catalogs on the internet, too.