Hello, I am new here. I am so glad I found this site. I am the 2nd youngest of eleven. My mom developed vascular dementia after a very bad fall. She was on the floor for 10 hours, I blame myself as I should have been home. I had gone to a casino and didn’t come home when I should have. I even knew something was wrong, I could feel it....but I ignored this feeling. Anyway, this isn't about me. So, Mom was diagnosed in 2020. It was a very rapid decline. The doctors first said it was typical with older age....Oh....mom is 84 years young! She is hilarious! People often say that my mom and I are a comedy act. We have a very special bond. My mom has been having and is having serious trouble with remembering her words. I can tell how frustrating it is for her, she knows what she wants to say but she cannot come up with the correct words. Her memory is not too bad...she does forget things that might have happened a week or two ago or even a few hours ago. Her balance and mobility are terrible, but I feel this is also because of the fall. Thinking about it, her memory is a tad worse than I said, she cannot always remember her grandchildren’s names or which sibling they belong to.
With this said, Mom had 11 children...each sibling had several children (except one brother only has one child). Mom also has 18 great-grandchildren. So she has around 42 or more grandchildren. I am the only one not married and who does not have children. Several siblings are coming down to “help me clean the house out...you know throw stuff away...I am doing this because I am tired of all the stuff in the house....they seem to think I am cleaning out for when mom dies....I am just wanting to update the house.... Also, I am selling a bunch of items to get money....I cannot work because I need to be available for my mom....my siblings do not help me financially....but they ALL expect me to be there for mom...I live with her....sorry, this is a story for another day....So my siblings seem to think mom is going to die soon...as I said I don’t think she is that bad....sure she has her days...but who doesn’t....this is driving me crazy and honestly it scares me and hurts me...my mom is my best friend....How do I get them to stop....I feel like they are trying to put her in the grave..
If you're not working & haven't worked, you haven't accrued quarters for Social Security income when you retire. If you need a biopsy, you potentially have cancer, which always needs treatment. Needing a nerve block means you have chronic pain of some kind, meaning there's a chronic condition at play ALSO. Health insurance is a must; income is a must; your future is at stake here and your life is just as important as your mom's, and your siblings. YOU didn't cause your mother's fall or her dementia. You went out, as humans often do, and weren't responsible for your elderly mother's situation at all.
You are, however, responsible for your FUTURE. "Life is short" is no excuse or platitude for not getting your ducks lined up and your future sorted out before it's too late. You have 10 siblings who need to PITCH IN and HELP you with this entire situation, whether they feel like it or not. Leaving you alone to deal with your mother, and having no income/no insurance, is not okay, while they each make $100K or more!
I think YOU have appointed YOURSELF as the caregiver to your mother. If the siblings don't want you to get a job so you can care for mom, then THEY have to pay you a salary in order to do so. Being a caregiver isn't free; they pay YOU or they pay someone else, PAY being the key word. Not 'lend' you money, pay you a salary!
Go sit down with an Elder Care attorney who will help you figure out what to do here! Grandma1954 has given you some good advice. Please follow it.
Stop worrying about your siblings and their thoughts about when your mother is going to pass. Only God has the answer to that. Start worrying instead about YOURSELF and how to get some income coming in for yourself so you're not homeless and destitute some time down the road. No joke. We hear about 'children' so absorbed in caring for an elderly parent that they wake up one day with nothing after the elder passes away. They didn't take the time to think about themselves when they should have. Remember that there is more than ONE person's life at stake here!
YOU matter too. Please remember that Meghan. Good luck & Godspeed moving forward.
Being positive but realistic will help.
Also keep in mind that as your income & housing is your responsibility, making your caregiving role an official, paid position will be prudent. Be part of a team - as being a lone caregiver seldom works out, especially with dementia. Needs will increase.
So make a care plan. But REVIEW it often & CHANGE it as needed.
One more thing; Your siblings may be planners, already jumping ahead to start grieving. This is ok. It is their style. Your style may be more spontaneous & in the moment. That's ok too. Each style brings benefits in their own ways.
Realistically your Mom is 84. Whether she will live another decade or will soon die isn't knowable to anyone at this point. But if siblings are warning you that you will have to have and make some kind of life without your Mom soon enough, they are quite correct. Forum often sees siblings who devote their time to caring for their parent in home end up homeless and with a job history, unable to function upon the death of said parent.
I am certain with 10 brothers and sisters you have a lot of input. Ignore it, lest it drive you quite mad, and go on with your life. But realistically know that your much loved and aging Mom may soon require more care than you can provide in home, and may in fact not live long. That is unknowable, but you need to be prepared for fully functioning with a life when your parent is gone.
I wish you the very best. Hope with all those siblings you are getting a bit of HELP as well as a lot of input.
I think one event like a brain bleed after a fall could be different? (Like an acquired brain injury). But I am not a Doctor.. It may well then progress into VD. The fall could have even be caused by a stroke.
I am so sorry for the loss of your Husband.
Don't sweat the little things is good advice. (((Hugs)))
A sit down meeting with your siblings, and mom if she understands what is going on and present a Caregiver Contract. You need to be paid for what you are doing if you are going to be the one to care for her. I would also make the contract so that you can review it every 6 months or so. As she declines you will need to do more and it may get to a point where you can not keep her safely at home. Or you may need to hire caregivers to help you. (If there is not a sibling that will spell you 1 or 2 days a week you need help anyway, you can not do this 24/7 without help.
Please keep in mind that Vascular Dementia will have decline just as any dementia but what I noticed with my Husband (I think he had both Vascular and Alzheimer's) some of the decline may come on very suddenly, seemingly over night in some instances. Are you prepared to care for her yourself as she declines?
Unless she has an "expiration date" tattooed on the bottom of her foot or other part of her body no one knows how long they have.
*side note here. With 11 kids and each kid having children and those children having children even without dementia I do not think I could keep them all strait in my mind!
**I forgot one very important comment. It is NOT your fault that mom fell, It is not your fault that she has been diagnosed with Vascular Dementia. YOU have nothing to feel guilty about. PLEASE put that out of your mind and do not let any "guilt" that you may feel influence your desire to care for your mom. If it gets to the point where you can no longer safely care for her and she need to be placed in a Memory Care facility it is not a "failure" on your part it is courage to say, I can not provide the best care, mom needs professional care.
You may have a perception of your mother which is not all that it seems. Although I doubt your mother will die soon, there can sometimes be other losses and decline that will test your understanding and stamina.
I do urge you not to feel guilty for your mother's condition - falls are a part of aging and the onset of dementia is sure to perpetuate the cycle.
Please assess your implied role objectively to minimize harm to your own mental wellbeing. A steep learning curve is to be expected and I wish you well in your choices.
Once you have a plan in place - one your mother agrees to - think of it as her being the founder of the company and you being CEO, everyone else in the family are just staff. It takes a strong backbone to overcome unhelpful family dynamics, showing that you are assertive and have a realistic plan in place should help.