My father is 85 years old, with heart failure, increasing frailty and noticeable cognitive decline (although hospital doctors recently declared him of sound mind despite him failing their 'mini' cognitive test!). He has lived alone in the same farmhouse for 50 years and refuses to downsize. He is unable to look after himself (repeated falls), the house or surrounding acres of land. The house is now in disrepair and fairly dilapidated and the grounds very overgrown. He won't pay for a gardener and the few cleaners he has had have left as he is rude to them or gets them to do outdoor labour (digging, chopping logs etc).
My father has always been incredibly selfish, a bully and a narcissist, and these traits have worsened now that he is old and frustrated. My older sister does not get on with him and refuses for the most part to help. On the occasions she has tried to help he is very rude to her so they fall out and she stops helping again. I don't stand up to him as much (I'm scared of him for some reason) and tend to bite my tongue, but his demanding nature, ungratefulness, bullying and gaslighting are having an effect on me (and my marriage) and as such I am doing less and less for him. I currently only visit once or twice a week.
I suffer with anxiety and chronic migraines and am trying to balance looking after my own health with dealing with his behaviour and needs, and this constant guilt that I am a bad daughter and should be doing more for him. I feel resentful too as he didn't bring me up, I grew up with my mother as they separated when I was a baby.
Incidentally he flatly refuses to sort out power of attorney despite repeated attempts, and keeps telling my sister and I that he's changing his will to try to manipulate us.
Any advice would be gratefully received.
Back off what you are doing for him.
You can call Adult Protective Services and they can follow up and see if he is properly caring for himself.
Elder Abuse, this is not just for someone that is physically, mentally or financially abusing someone it is also to report the possibility of SELF neglect, SELF harm. So if he is not caring for himself that would be reportable. (This would also include him not permitting someone to help him.)
I would not be concerned about any probable inheritance, any assets that he has should be spent on him for his care. And if the property is in as bad of condition that you describe (and it is probably worse than you describe) it would probably not be worth much, or a great deal of any cash assets he has would be used to bring it to salable condition unless it is sold "as is" probably for land value.
And one more comment.
You say you do not want him going into a "home"
In an Assisted Living facility he would have Clean, safe surroundings. He would have people near 24/7 that could help him when needed. He would have 3 meals a day prepared for him. He would have activities that he could participate in or not as he wishes. Can you or your sister provide all of that?
You need to prioritize your health and your family.
"I would not be concerned about any probable inheritance, any assets that he has should be spent on him for his care." I don't care about any inheritance, I only mentioned the will to reference his character in that he tries to use it to manipulate my sister and I. It doesn't work.
"You say you do not want him going into a "home"". I don't think I said that actually, the way I feel is if he needs to go into a home in the near future then it will be the best and safest place for him. It is he who wants to live out his days in his house but refuses the help needed to do that safely.
I think you're right that I need to continue to back off and do less for him. I always wrestle with a sense of obligation as he's my father and worry other relatives will think I neglected my 'duties'. I am reading a book about setting boundaries to try to be more assertive! :)
My advice is not to take this on. It is difficult enough to act as POA for a well, cooperative and organized loving person. It is impossible---a crucible--to act for any other.
As far as wills and money, I would personally not care. This situation is self limiting. At some point he will be found, dead or alive and injured requiring hospitalization. I would tell the people calling, Social Workers et al, that I was abused by the man and do not wish to participate in his care.
As far as guilt goes, abusive parents raise children to feel guilty. Get help in counseling to work all that out. You are not a felon. You are not a perpetrator. You are the victim.
I wish you the best.
You don't care anything about a will...GOOD! Then stop doing anything for him -- let the state take over.
If you continue on your martyrdom journey, your physical and mental health will continue to suffer. Why do you want that to happen?
OP cut your visits to once a month if you have to visit. He is not worth your mental and physical health.
You barely know him, so just go on with your life and leave him to his.
I thought that's how he'd like to die but he is clearly now terrified and lonely and wanting constant attention.
To me, "safely" is way overrated and generally misunderstood. In reality, "safely" means declining, deteriorating and dying slowly, as opposed to abruptly or quickly.
He's old, in bad health, has terrible personality, and is losing his mind. What's the worst that could happen if he lived dangerously? He had an accident and died, either right away or soon (weeks or months) after. But is that the worst of all things? No.
To me, the worst would be for him to slowly and agonizingly decline, deteriorate, and die piece by piece, organ by organ, brain cell by brain cell, over the next several years or decade, while you lose your sanity, lose your marriage, trying to take care of him and his affairs.
Please do yourself and him a favor. Leave him be. Let him live his way till his last day. That would make him most happy.
Stupidity cannot not be dealt with, you need to leave him to his own devices.
Many old farmers want to die with their boots on. Doing what they have for years, working the farm.
Allow him the dignity to let him live his life his way.
Let yourself off the hook, perhaps for a month or three. Do nothing for him, just de-stress yourself. See if anything changes for him. After that experiment, think through again what you think is a reasonable relationship. Good luck!
The other reason to talk to them is to make sure the right story goes on record. Questions such as: who does the shopping, who orders medications, who provides clean laundry, who helps you get to appointments..? If his answer to these and similar is "oh my daughter will do that" then that's another 5 points per question off his score (it's a metaphorical score, mind, there isn't actually a real quantified score) if there's ever an Assessment of Need. Especially, by the way, if there is a pile of neatly ironed sheets and shirts right within the assessor's eyeline as she sits filling in her 20-page form.
Also crucial: if he is admitted to hospital (i.e. not just taken to A&E but actually admitted) then tell anyone you can grab that he has NO family or community support and you are not involved. When he is discharged he should be offered a "package of care," but if he tells them he doesn't need it because he can ask you...
You also need to hold your nerve and stay not involved. Difficult, I know.
The emergency services won't be fed up with him yet. Twice a month is nothing! Also, the fact that he has been taken in tends to suggest that he's not altogether making it up. Paramedics are pretty good at dissuading people from going in to hospital if they really don't need to, especially at the moment.
Any idea what kind of help would really help? Has he?
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